Verse
They just know I ran it up, they don't know what I been through 
Night time, bro speedin', I was out the window 
That's a scary sight 
You gon' get buried probably 
Demons talking to me while I'm shooting, like, "Hit everybody" 
Ain't shit to hide but I want the car tinted 
I want the crib behind tall trees and fences 
Have you ever had to kill one of your friends 
'Cause the shit that he was on was coming between your plans? 
Can't just cut him off 'cause he know too much about you 
Sent a prayer up, don't worry about your kids and your momma, I got 'em 
Then you gotta walk past the casket 
Remembering how hard he hit the wall when you blast 
To remembering how sad he sounded knowing he through 
Seeing shock and just disbelief in his eyes 'cause it was you 
I had to 
My nigga, I had to, ayy 
Have you ever played roles with a bitch? 
And that shit went too far 
You done met this bitch kids and you know that she in love 
You tell her, she like "She stuck" 
But you know that everything gon' change after you fuck? 
But you couldn't reveal your true intentions 
She ain't the typa bitch that just let a nigga hit her 
But fuck that, I got to 
Baby girl, I got you 
Let me beat it while you smile and hold you when you cry, too 
Anything you need, let me know, and I'll spot you 
Hoping she don't really ask you though, 'cause it's not true 
You fell victim to my lust, my bad, boo 
But you so cold and so thick, bitch, I had too 
Only had 250 in the bank but ice and them jewelers steady callin' my name 
They want 90 for the charm, 80 for the Cuban 
I'm just knowin' it gon' kill me but I gotta do it 
Tryna make myself feel better like maybe it's gon' motivate me 
Maybe when they see me with it, they gon' know I made it 
I went and got it, that shit ain't no nothing for me, jack 
And it's a custom piece, so I can't get no money back

Outro
I just thought I had to
Fuck that shit I thought I had to do
I just thought I had to
Fuck that shit I thought I had to do