Verse 1 
So much shit been on my mind that I don't know where to start 
My chest,?it?hurts from this?pain, I think I need a?new heart 
Can't forget you for what you did, 'cause you took it too far 
I had to cut this lil' bitch off, 'cause she were playin' her part 
I'm doin' right about you, but you still neglect me 
If I didn't had the money or the fame, would you still text me? 
I don't wanna tote no gun, I know the crackers gon' arrest me 
But if they opposite me out in person 
You know they gon' bless me 
They say I'm overrated, because I'm most hated 
They throwin' dirt up on my name, but I'm dedicated 
Got suicidal thoughts goin' through my brain daily 
And don't nobody understand the problems that I have 
Gino died November 10th, just a month before Christmas 
My birthday on November 1st, so you know that shit hit me 
My brother came into the room and he said "Gino dead" 
Fleetin', chance he gon' make it, he got shot in the head 
On Instagram, everybody sayin' "Pull it through" 
I said I prayed that you make it but it didn't save you 
And I don't wanna see you land in the ICU 
And I don't go to the funeral, I can't see you in the tomb, no 

Chorus 
Pain, pain 
What did I do, ooh, to lose you 
Pain, pain 
What did I do, ooh, to lose you 

Verse 2 
You did some shit I can't let go, I forever got my grudge 
You can't fault me for actin' different, you know that you was there 
My homie weaker and weaker, I'm tryna keep my fuckin' head up 
[?] 
You say that I'm a bitch, and I ain't been through shit 
What have you been into that I don't? See your homie get hit? 
Or have you ever been in love and distressed by a bitch? 
And then she fuck another nigga, I'm killin' both of them bitches 
So many shit is blindin' me, I think I need me some seafood 
I mind my own business, I don't give a fuck what he do 
My own nigga stole from me, you got to watch your people 
He sayin' that he real, but I know that shit is see-through 
And I can't lie, I'm dead inside 
Bullets flyin', homicide 
Traumatized, my dogs keep dyin' 
Free my dawg, he facin' time 
I heard I have to put it on my sleeve 
Prayin' to the Lord, only time I'm on my knees
I'm like "Please"
I'm like "Jesus please, keep me on the right road, thedevil out of me"

Chorus
Pain, pain
What did I do, ooh, to lose you
Pain, pain
What did I do, ooh, to lose you