Intro 
Yeah 

Verse 1 
Danger, one of us just lost our savior 
Gotta maintain when you're going insane, so I say this prayer 
Dear God, why do I need this medicine to control my anger? 
And do you even exist? They're trying to say it's a myth 
Lotta things left unsaid, lotta things left unanswered 
My aunt just passed from cancer 
Dad just got out of rehab 
And mom's never gonna show up, gotta grow up 
Ride with me through the memories inside of me 
'Til the nights I was hooked on the ivory 
Head hurting all week 'cause of bad coke 
Then the same week Peep overdosed, that's fucked up 
But I guess I lucked up 
And I feel this pain because it probably won't be until 
The day I die that they love us 
But trust, every nomination I don't get 
Every list that I ain't on 
Is a reminder of why I wrote songs in the first place 
As a way to escape where I came from 

Chorus 
This just my pretty toxic 
Heavy conscience weighing on my soul 
Six shots in my revolver 
When I'm on my own 

Verse 2
Play this song
On the first day I am gone, I do not want you to cry
Legends never die, I hope our story's told
And the year spent on that road
Before they came to our shows
We were creating our lane, I hope they pave it in gold
Take me home, somewhere I belong
Somewhere foreign, looks like Dali's drawing
Yeah, isn't it funny that whenever you got a vision
A mission and a couple of plans to go with it
Somebody gotta come along mad and damage it
Like a cancer that inhabits never banishes
I managed to smoke five grams of cannabis
And still keep my stamina for the fans and the goddamn cameras
That attack my stance like Evangelists
I said truth and they couldn't handle it
So when it sinks you stand in it
I guess this is my Titanic
With no James Cameron to direct this draft of it
Just my

Chorus
Pretty toxic heavy conscience
Weighing on my soul
Six shots in my revolver
When I'm on my own, back against the wall
It got me anxious
Helpless, frigid, cold
Late nights drinking on my own
Now I'm fearless, Al Capone
To my dearest, I ain't gone